herein lies written
born into a family that did not want
he was raised in the "right" way
the first part passing as a dream
he is a mere boy still,
forsaking all he had known
new avenues, life now slowing
a love now that would shape his life
now the fallen angel is in full flight
another love, this one unhealthy
that obssesion haunts him later
and that love was killed,
oh, the words that killed the soul
we see this angel truly fallen now
but what pressure that thread faced
that thread has proven not strong enough
only the emotionless loyalty
fallen from love and grace
i am the fallen angel
this song is mine
a song of love and hate
an anthem of life and death
the ballad of a fallen angel
handed first to one and then another
finding a home among "good people"
rich in love if not in anything else
taught morals, values, good
he excelled in his worldly lessons
ever thirsting for knowledge
here today, a fading memory tomarrow
his life passing way too quickly
as he learns life's cruel lessons
the tender age of 12
a belieg inside that was ever there
now lies rotting with doubt
he began his long fall
sliding ever further from the light
he was taught to love and cherish
sometimes growing slow as death
but always too fast to control
always a few steps out of reach
start the pain he would feel in all love
a horrid crashing end to that love
and the unrighteous betrayal of a friend
hurtling downwards faster and faster
embracing the tender loving darkness
an escape from so much pain
a relationship that never ends
chains of obsession locking him down
the obsession of a demon child
after he has found a True Love
a love that could redirect his flight
but a love that would be killed.
bitterly and forever unforgivably
the hatefull words spoken by a 'loving christian'
someone that cannot understand his pain
ended the life of a precious dream
murded any last chance the fallen had
to recover a life twisted by hate
his broken brittle wings lie bloody
a single tear shines in his eye
a thread of silver hope still showing
a darkness-birthed obsession
endless years of emotional entropy
a tortured faith inside an empty shell
the crashing fall of a love that he so cherished
and it did so swiftly break,
with the horrible cutting words
of a damned Christian freak
of a truly loving friend
kept the fallen angel living
and breathing again until tomorrow
fallen from happiness and joy
not fallen as in faith
but fallen in everything else
a gothic scream that never ends
a never-ending toll of death's bell
the ballad of a fallen angel