this picture is actually a product of my searchings. i was looking for a picture of someone in anguish to match the fallen angel man that i used on the front of my site, and i found this one (without the wings and spinal column, of course). i really like it, and i give credit to terry ryan, the guy that took this picture. i added wings and cut her out of the background she was in and made it into what it is today. isn't it pretty?